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Hi... I'm feeling blue,, I always wondering what life is? I got no life... always feel lonely.. I've got no friend or some mates I can be hangout with. My cyber life died long ago.. the only thing I've now is God.. Allahu Rabbi..
Am I too disgraceful? am I always been this pathetic?
If so,please God forgive me.. show me your light so my life always be bright..  show me how to be graceful..  show me the world with all of its warm..

Rahasia si cantik

I hardly mistaken something..  that's what I think.. because I have a very strong feeling and what I believe(my feeling) usually always been correct..
So this time I was right (again). This pretty boy as I guess actually is a gay..and his Bf is that one guy which he told me his cousin. I already found it weird when he say that guy is his cousin. Why?
Because, how can ppls with different culture be cousins? One is Javanese another is Sundanese. Be a lil smarter when ure about to lie pls... I perfectly hate liars..but only to this cutie guy I will forgive and forget about that lying things..
But why every guys around me are gays?? My my.. I became used to it already, as if I knew everything about gay things.sighhhh,, am I a pro in this silly stuff?
God please make my future love not one of that gay and please not let me marry any of gay.. aameen
#seems.like.it's.hard.to.find.a.straight.kind.superb.guy.these.days.

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Eheheh.. kok jadi ada hasrat terpendam nh sama si nona.. smh(/,\)

1-10-13

Sambil nunggu wktu kuliah mendingan ngeblog dulu.. hehehe
Semalem gw mimpi enakkk bgtt..
Entah siapa yg jelas dlm mmpi itu org yg gw suka.. (ganteng pokoknya :9)
kita main kemana2.. jalan2..nyenengin bgt dh pokoknya..
Terus gw mmpiin k adi juga (tp mukanya bukan k adi).. atw mgqn k adi itu org yg gw suka dlm mmpi.. hehee
Mimpi kn suka ga jelas n gw juga ga terlalu inget sm mmpi gw itu.. tp yg jelas gw inget dlm mmpi itu gw seneng...^^