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Even since He gone.. My life is completely messed up.. Idk what to do..  life seems dark.. I've no place to share my feeling.. I have lost my very best friend..  A half of my life.. Is it because I depend on him so much?
All I've done just talked,shared things.. but it means world to me.. now I got no place to share.. no one would tell me what best thing to do if I got problems..
Nobody care about me, no one I care about.
Amat amat.. you'll never know how much I need someone I can talk to.. I feel like I'm alone in this big world.. I no longer faith in God..

Amat amat.. since u gone I keep wondering What Life Is ..
You were my spiritual teacher, You were my family, You were my precious dear best friend, You were my sibling, you were my parents,  you were my everything...
Now you gone I feel like an only child with no parents,no siblings,no friends, no relatives.. an abandoned girl.
Why am I this pathetic? When I used to be a cheerful happy nice girl.. who look everything positively.. what am I now ?
A lonely girl without best friend I can talk to..
Ya Rabb Ya Rabb Ya Rabb... ampuni aku.. aamiin..

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How clumsy..
I don't even remember if I already took this subject or not..
Idk whats my reason studying in college.. all I wanna get is graduated certificate or whatever you called it. And for me choose Uhamka as my university was a big mistake.. or at least that's what Im thinking till today. Maybe my regret will gone once I graduated.I think it's better to choose another campus.the easier one so I can get higher scores in every subjects..
But I know God have plans this way I choosed must be right.. I believe it.. ^^

Thing I could never resist

Everyone must have things they couldn't resist.me too.. The thing I could not resist is COMICS.. LOL
I LOVE COMIC SO VERY MUCH.. :* :* :*
I've been collecting it since sixth graduate of elementary school.maybe the total is about 1 hundred now or maybe more.. xD
So yesterday my class finished early and I went to Gramedia to check if there's good comics there.even more good, there was bazaar comics. I searched good comics in a ton messy pile of comics. I spent 3hours and bought more than a hundred comics. Thanks God I still got money in my ATM.so I bought many of it and smile happily after that.. :')
I think it's a good thing to buy ur favorite things.as long as u have the money u won't regret.. ^^
Or at least that's what I'm thinking.. ;D
gonna sleep. Nite peps..^_^

You

The urge to faking to be someone else so that I can talk to you..
Cuz I don't think I have the right to say Hi or How Are You..
And I don't think I have the guts to do so..
you will never know how much I miss you..
all I can do is write this stupid note..
and 보고싶어 is all I can say, but it will never reach you..

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