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Even since He gone.. My life is completely messed up.. Idk what to do..  life seems dark.. I've no place to share my feeling.. I have lost my very best friend..  A half of my life.. Is it because I depend on him so much?
All I've done just talked,shared things.. but it means world to me.. now I got no place to share.. no one would tell me what best thing to do if I got problems..
Nobody care about me, no one I care about.
Amat amat.. you'll never know how much I need someone I can talk to.. I feel like I'm alone in this big world.. I no longer faith in God..

Amat amat.. since u gone I keep wondering What Life Is ..
You were my spiritual teacher, You were my family, You were my precious dear best friend, You were my sibling, you were my parents,  you were my everything...
Now you gone I feel like an only child with no parents,no siblings,no friends, no relatives.. an abandoned girl.
Why am I this pathetic? When I used to be a cheerful happy nice girl.. who look everything positively.. what am I now ?
A lonely girl without best friend I can talk to..
Ya Rabb Ya Rabb Ya Rabb... ampuni aku.. aamiin..